anxiety/depression

I'm doing the overthinking thing again. I can't help it and I know it's silly.

People don't see me as the type who's got low self esteem or the kind of person who gets depressed but I do. Quite often, I just don't show it. I don't like it when people feel sorry for me.

I get depressed about a lot of things. Mostly it's how I look. I think about that all the time, it takes me ages to choose what to wear for school. I was looking at a skir the other day in town and I tried it on and it was pretty but I ended up not buying it cos I just wouldn't look good in it.

I get jealous when I see people wearing clothes that I'd love to get, but A, I don't dare wearing them cos people would be talking about it and B, I just don't look that good.

Ah well, that's enough ranting for one day