söndag 18 maj 2008

irritated

I'm a nice girl, I really am, I don't yell at people up front, I'm polite for most of the time, I do curse at friends occasionally but who doesn't, and I hardly ever get really pissed off but today I did. My dad's here till tuesday, he's got some conference to go to so he's staing here, and we went shopping today for a few hours and when we get back I see the door to my room wide open, a closet door open and my computer turned off. I'd left it on so that people could type to me on msn and I'd uploaded a doctor who episode on youtube so I could watch it when I got back, but no, my uncle had turned it off.
One thing that I cannot stand is people touching my stuff without asking me first. I don't wander into my aunt and uncle's bedrooms and turn off their light and open their wardrobes. I don't see what the hell kind of right he thinks he has to do that with me. If I've closed the door it's MEANT to be closed and if the computer's on it's MEANT to be on. My room, is the only personal space I have and I don't give a rat's arse if it's THEIR house, it's still MY room, and I've got my stuff in here. How the bloody hell do I know he wasn't looking through my files to see what I've been writing or looked through my msn. His reason for entering my room in the first place was "to turn off the light" and "I thought you'd forgotten to turn off since you were about to leave."
So the sensitive side of me tells me to relax, don't make a big deal out of it, it's only 2,5 weeks left and then you'll be out of here. My pissed off side wants to hit something real badly. Is it too much to ask for a little fucking privacy? I don't care if he's older than me and that I should respect him, he doesn't respect me so I don't see why the fuck I should respect him.

Right, that said,

I'm going over to a friend's tonight to watch "Firefly", hopefully dinner and shower will calm me down.

It's noticable I'm little pissy ain't it?

Hope you lot are better than I am anyway.

~Cheers

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