stomach ache

My 2nd cousin just rang me and asked me to phone her up tonight so she could look for tickets to my grad day. She'll probably just be staying for the day. God I got such a stomach ache now, I guess that's the reason for my illness these past few days.

Mum did a bit of yelling at me the other day cos I hadn't told her who else was coming to the dinner after the "run-out". It'll only be a family dinner cos I'll be partying with friends afterwards. I don't honestly think I'm looking forward to it, I've got loads to get done before then and it's just all very .... ugh...

At the moment I feel as if I wanna vanish beneath the surface and appear again when all of this is over.

Now THIS is what anxiety feels like.