I need to stop this nonsense of mine it's driving me insane.
I kinda think I'm right about it this time cos there's so much that fits but I just want it clarified that I'm wrong and that I'm just being silly because it's being thought about over and over and over again and it's gotten stuck in my head that "this is the only way it can be".
One part of me says I'm 100% right about it this time, my subconscience tells me to wake the hell up and realize it's a whole lot of nonsense and that I'm as wrong as someone can possibly be.
I really hope I'm wrong.
Anyway, on the good side, I'm watching Indiana Jones tonight. It looks good. According to critics it's not really that great but I tend not to listen to film critics because I know what I like and what I won't like. Most of the time when a critic says a film is bad it's usually the kind of film I adore.
I just wish I'd stop worrying about things. I really need things confirmed.
fredag 30 maj 2008
lack of sleep
Well, lack of proper sleep anyway. Been having nightmares again. Same type as yesterday. I dreamt the same friend was angry with me but he hadn't rang me up this time but it was over txt messages and it was just awful. I don't know why I keep having them, I haven't done anything to him. I know they're just dreams but they're so vivid and it scares the hell out of me.
Not sure what I'm gonna do
Not sure what I'm gonna do
onsdag 28 maj 2008
8 days to go
Had the very last lesson today, which was psychology. Wasn't much of a lesson either. Started at 13.00 and ended at 13.15. Absolutely useless. We had a classmeeting as well regarding graduation details and planning and so on. It doesn't honestly feel as if it's 8 days left, it just feels really weird.
I was at a dinner with the class last night at this restaurant in town called Golden Dragon. Had deep fried kings prawns and they were yummy, but oh so stuffed I was afterwards. Don't know how the hell I managed to have an ice cream afterwards.
I had such a nightmare last night. I dreamt a friend rang me up and was so pissed off with me and when I was trying to explain things to him I couldn't because there was a third person on the line so he couldn't hear what I was saying. He hung up on me and I sent him txt after txt and rang him and rang him but he would not reply. I was so upset when I woke up but then I realized if was just a dream.
It so wasn't nice.
It's offically settled that I'm visiting Ida-Sofia in finland this summer. Going to be there between 12/6 - 26/6 meaning just about two weeks. It's gonna be really nice, been a long time since we last saw each other. More than two years I think.
I've no lessons or anything until next week. I'm just being lazy by the computer most of the time. I don't know really, it just feels really odd. I've been looking at university aparmtents today. They're not overly expensive and I really hope I get accepted somewhere. Otherwise I'd be upset.
Anyway, don't really know what else to say, I'm gonna go try and do something useful
I was at a dinner with the class last night at this restaurant in town called Golden Dragon. Had deep fried kings prawns and they were yummy, but oh so stuffed I was afterwards. Don't know how the hell I managed to have an ice cream afterwards.
I had such a nightmare last night. I dreamt a friend rang me up and was so pissed off with me and when I was trying to explain things to him I couldn't because there was a third person on the line so he couldn't hear what I was saying. He hung up on me and I sent him txt after txt and rang him and rang him but he would not reply. I was so upset when I woke up but then I realized if was just a dream.
It so wasn't nice.
It's offically settled that I'm visiting Ida-Sofia in finland this summer. Going to be there between 12/6 - 26/6 meaning just about two weeks. It's gonna be really nice, been a long time since we last saw each other. More than two years I think.
I've no lessons or anything until next week. I'm just being lazy by the computer most of the time. I don't know really, it just feels really odd. I've been looking at university aparmtents today. They're not overly expensive and I really hope I get accepted somewhere. Otherwise I'd be upset.
Anyway, don't really know what else to say, I'm gonna go try and do something useful
söndag 25 maj 2008
Perelli's Eurovision Fiasco
18th place. EIGHTEENTH!!!
My god we were awful. We got ONE twelve pointer and not even from the scandinavian countries. The newspapers are all over it today and then our person who gave away the points Björn Gustavsson, embarrassed himself by almost giving 12 points to us, which wouldn't have been so bad.
oh well, that's just life i guess
and it IS Just a competition, no matter how embarrassing it might be
I was voting for Latvia. I loved those pirates
fredag 23 maj 2008
everything is fine
bunch of overreacting from my side
everything's fine, today's been great and oh so very comfortable. Apart from that Spanish test which I'm never gonna mention again, except for when I get it back which would be on monday. Today's gonna be spent by the pc, doing some writing, daydreaming, loads and loads of it, and watch a disney film or something.
And have chocolate. Bought a 200g bar ^^ yumness.
I'm in a good mood today. ^^
Things seem to be working out at last
everything's fine, today's been great and oh so very comfortable. Apart from that Spanish test which I'm never gonna mention again, except for when I get it back which would be on monday. Today's gonna be spent by the pc, doing some writing, daydreaming, loads and loads of it, and watch a disney film or something.
And have chocolate. Bought a 200g bar ^^ yumness.
I'm in a good mood today. ^^
Things seem to be working out at last
psychology sessions
I swear the rants me and Katy have with each other about boys, etc are starting to seem more and more like psychology sessions to me. Which ain't THAT bad, don't worry we DO actually talk about other stuff as well. It's just that mostly it's about boys.
You should've seen that email I sent to her after she logged off. It was a page and a half long and I could've gone on for another page. Mind you, it was mostly me being tired and saying loads of nonsense actually but I did get some helpful replies.
I do still feel sorta guilty,
hope today'll be fun.
You should've seen that email I sent to her after she logged off. It was a page and a half long and I could've gone on for another page. Mind you, it was mostly me being tired and saying loads of nonsense actually but I did get some helpful replies.
I do still feel sorta guilty,
hope today'll be fun.
torsdag 22 maj 2008
fuck, I'm stupid
I'm stupid, I'm dumb, I'm daft, I'm an idiot, I'm an ass, I'm completely out of it. I mentioned I'm stupid didn't I?
I feel guilty, I feel so, completely absolutely, foolishly and extremely guilty.
I'm not even sure I've done anything wrong.
Maybe I have? I can't quite tell.
My stomach's all aching because of it. I'm not gonna be able to sleep tonight.
Wonder how tomorrow'll turn out to be.
God I'm so stupd.
I feel guilty, I feel so, completely absolutely, foolishly and extremely guilty.
I'm not even sure I've done anything wrong.
Maybe I have? I can't quite tell.
My stomach's all aching because of it. I'm not gonna be able to sleep tonight.
Wonder how tomorrow'll turn out to be.
God I'm so stupd.
onsdag 21 maj 2008
anxiety/depression
I'm doing the overthinking thing again. I can't help it and I know it's silly.
People don't see me as the type who's got low self esteem or the kind of person who gets depressed but I do. Quite often, I just don't show it. I don't like it when people feel sorry for me.
I get depressed about a lot of things. Mostly it's how I look. I think about that all the time, it takes me ages to choose what to wear for school. I was looking at a skir the other day in town and I tried it on and it was pretty but I ended up not buying it cos I just wouldn't look good in it.
I get jealous when I see people wearing clothes that I'd love to get, but A, I don't dare wearing them cos people would be talking about it and B, I just don't look that good.
Ah well, that's enough ranting for one day
People don't see me as the type who's got low self esteem or the kind of person who gets depressed but I do. Quite often, I just don't show it. I don't like it when people feel sorry for me.
I get depressed about a lot of things. Mostly it's how I look. I think about that all the time, it takes me ages to choose what to wear for school. I was looking at a skir the other day in town and I tried it on and it was pretty but I ended up not buying it cos I just wouldn't look good in it.
I get jealous when I see people wearing clothes that I'd love to get, but A, I don't dare wearing them cos people would be talking about it and B, I just don't look that good.
Ah well, that's enough ranting for one day
seasons of love
Goodmorning
this is probably my all time favorite song. ^^ I can't be bothered to put up the link at the moment. I'm too lazy and tired to go searching for it on youtube. But anyway, it's from RENT and it's called Seasons of love.
In truth that she learned
or in times that he cried
In the bridges he burned
or the way that she died
Its time now, to sing out
though the story never ends
lets celebrate remember a year
in the life of friends
remember the love
remember the love
remember the love
measure in love
seasons of love
seasons of love
this is probably my all time favorite song. ^^ I can't be bothered to put up the link at the moment. I'm too lazy and tired to go searching for it on youtube. But anyway, it's from RENT and it's called Seasons of love.
How about love
how about love
how about love
measure in love
seasons of love
seasons of love
how about love
how about love
measure in love
seasons of love
seasons of love
Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
Five hundred twenty five thousand journeys to plan
Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
how do you measure the life of a woman or a man
Five hundred twenty five thousand journeys to plan
Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
how do you measure the life of a woman or a man
In truth that she learned
or in times that he cried
In the bridges he burned
or the way that she died
Its time now, to sing out
though the story never ends
lets celebrate remember a year
in the life of friends
remember the love
remember the love
remember the love
measure in love
seasons of love
seasons of love
tisdag 20 maj 2008
hopeless
ugh...I'm a crybaby at the moment. A real whining brat. Poor Skates, havng to put up all my whining and complaining and ranting on msn. I'm sorry Katy, not really meant to take it out on people but yeah.
A little Kat DeLuna cheers me up. And a LOT of walt disney songs.
Bedtime soon enough.
I'm still waiting for that txt message reply.
~Nighters
A little Kat DeLuna cheers me up. And a LOT of walt disney songs.
Bedtime soon enough.
I'm still waiting for that txt message reply.
~Nighters
damn it all to hell
Firefly was cancelled tonight again, but we're watching it tomorrow. It's probably cancelled for the best because at the moment I have tears streaming down my eyes and I'm so pissed off I could hit someone. This morning, before my dad was awake, I was having breakfast and my uncle goes bickering at me because he told our neighbours that they were invited to have dinner with us at graduation. I don't mind that I really don't and I'm gonna ask them I've just not had the time to do so and he goes complaining that I'd not asked them yet and i told him
"I know I have to ask them."
"Yeah you know but you're not doing it."
"I'm going to, it's 2,5 weeks left. no need to hurry."
First of all, why the hell does HE invite people to MY graduation. He's got no right. I was planning on asking them long before he mentioned but my point is, he shouldn't get mixed up in it. And to make it worse, were were having dinner ten minutes ago and he said that Folke had asked what the plans are for grad day and he started bickering and going, you have to start planning it, why haven't you started yet and then he went
"Maybe you've decided to leave it all to mum and dad."
and I didn't reply to that, my uncle asked if I was looking forward to Grad, if it was going to be a good day and I said that "yeah it will be" and he replied "you don't need to look so fucking upset." I don't curse at him. I never do. I try to be as respectful as possible and my aunt was there when he said it and she said nothing to him. I'm just so fed up.
I've been incredibly stressed, I've only just finished my schoolwork I've got like one thing left to do and I haven't had time to think of graduation I don't get why people cannot understand that. Tomorrow, if watching firefly doesn't get cancelled again, will be the first day in a long bloody while for me to relax without feeling guilty about not having some leftover work to do. Just hope I won't have a break down or something that would be incredibly embarrasing. Mind you, I'm doing all the crying now.
"I know I have to ask them."
"Yeah you know but you're not doing it."
"I'm going to, it's 2,5 weeks left. no need to hurry."
First of all, why the hell does HE invite people to MY graduation. He's got no right. I was planning on asking them long before he mentioned but my point is, he shouldn't get mixed up in it. And to make it worse, were were having dinner ten minutes ago and he said that Folke had asked what the plans are for grad day and he started bickering and going, you have to start planning it, why haven't you started yet and then he went
"Maybe you've decided to leave it all to mum and dad."
and I didn't reply to that, my uncle asked if I was looking forward to Grad, if it was going to be a good day and I said that "yeah it will be" and he replied "you don't need to look so fucking upset." I don't curse at him. I never do. I try to be as respectful as possible and my aunt was there when he said it and she said nothing to him. I'm just so fed up.
I've been incredibly stressed, I've only just finished my schoolwork I've got like one thing left to do and I haven't had time to think of graduation I don't get why people cannot understand that. Tomorrow, if watching firefly doesn't get cancelled again, will be the first day in a long bloody while for me to relax without feeling guilty about not having some leftover work to do. Just hope I won't have a break down or something that would be incredibly embarrasing. Mind you, I'm doing all the crying now.
the morning report
This is the morning report, both the long and the short every... yeah I forgot the words but I'm not gonna go Zasoo on ya. But yeah, morning report. Woke up around 2 am because of a ...well...incident if you so wish. Not so pleasant but shit happens you know. No it's not something serious, just a little...ew.
Today, if it won't get cancelled again, I'm going over to that friend to watch firefly, hopefully I'll be there a while at least. Still quite a few episodes to go. Around six or so. ^.^ I'm looking forward to it.
My dad's been here since saturday and he's leaving today. *sniffle*. I'm silly I know, it's not like I won't ever see him again, I'll see him in two weeks again for grad and then I'll be moving back in with him. I'll have to remind him to email Ida-Sofia's dad so we can get those tickets sorted out to Finland so that I'll actually be able to GET there.
Anyway, I'm getting a lift to school so don't have to leave just yet. In about a haf hour or so, which is good cos it gives me time to think things through a bit.
Today, if it won't get cancelled again, I'm going over to that friend to watch firefly, hopefully I'll be there a while at least. Still quite a few episodes to go. Around six or so. ^.^ I'm looking forward to it.
My dad's been here since saturday and he's leaving today. *sniffle*. I'm silly I know, it's not like I won't ever see him again, I'll see him in two weeks again for grad and then I'll be moving back in with him. I'll have to remind him to email Ida-Sofia's dad so we can get those tickets sorted out to Finland so that I'll actually be able to GET there.
Anyway, I'm getting a lift to school so don't have to leave just yet. In about a haf hour or so, which is good cos it gives me time to think things through a bit.
söndag 18 maj 2008
unfairness
life is unfair. watching firefly was cancelled. i get my period tomorrow. i hate being a girl.
life sucks
end of story
life sucks
end of story
irritated
I'm a nice girl, I really am, I don't yell at people up front, I'm polite for most of the time, I do curse at friends occasionally but who doesn't, and I hardly ever get really pissed off but today I did. My dad's here till tuesday, he's got some conference to go to so he's staing here, and we went shopping today for a few hours and when we get back I see the door to my room wide open, a closet door open and my computer turned off. I'd left it on so that people could type to me on msn and I'd uploaded a doctor who episode on youtube so I could watch it when I got back, but no, my uncle had turned it off.
One thing that I cannot stand is people touching my stuff without asking me first. I don't wander into my aunt and uncle's bedrooms and turn off their light and open their wardrobes. I don't see what the hell kind of right he thinks he has to do that with me. If I've closed the door it's MEANT to be closed and if the computer's on it's MEANT to be on. My room, is the only personal space I have and I don't give a rat's arse if it's THEIR house, it's still MY room, and I've got my stuff in here. How the bloody hell do I know he wasn't looking through my files to see what I've been writing or looked through my msn. His reason for entering my room in the first place was "to turn off the light" and "I thought you'd forgotten to turn off since you were about to leave."
So the sensitive side of me tells me to relax, don't make a big deal out of it, it's only 2,5 weeks left and then you'll be out of here. My pissed off side wants to hit something real badly. Is it too much to ask for a little fucking privacy? I don't care if he's older than me and that I should respect him, he doesn't respect me so I don't see why the fuck I should respect him.
Right, that said,
I'm going over to a friend's tonight to watch "Firefly", hopefully dinner and shower will calm me down.
It's noticable I'm little pissy ain't it?
Hope you lot are better than I am anyway.
~Cheers
One thing that I cannot stand is people touching my stuff without asking me first. I don't wander into my aunt and uncle's bedrooms and turn off their light and open their wardrobes. I don't see what the hell kind of right he thinks he has to do that with me. If I've closed the door it's MEANT to be closed and if the computer's on it's MEANT to be on. My room, is the only personal space I have and I don't give a rat's arse if it's THEIR house, it's still MY room, and I've got my stuff in here. How the bloody hell do I know he wasn't looking through my files to see what I've been writing or looked through my msn. His reason for entering my room in the first place was "to turn off the light" and "I thought you'd forgotten to turn off since you were about to leave."
So the sensitive side of me tells me to relax, don't make a big deal out of it, it's only 2,5 weeks left and then you'll be out of here. My pissed off side wants to hit something real badly. Is it too much to ask for a little fucking privacy? I don't care if he's older than me and that I should respect him, he doesn't respect me so I don't see why the fuck I should respect him.
Right, that said,
I'm going over to a friend's tonight to watch "Firefly", hopefully dinner and shower will calm me down.
It's noticable I'm little pissy ain't it?
Hope you lot are better than I am anyway.
~Cheers
fredag 16 maj 2008
Senegal
I found this song http://youtube.com/watch?v=csWkwgAVeMU by Akon which is called Senegal. Now I'm not too big a fan of this guy, but since I'm half Senegalse I've gotta say this song is down right brilliant. In verse two he mentions two dishes
Tchebou djen and Yassa. Yassa happens to me my favorite dish. It's a sort of chicken stew and and delicious.
Anyway, moving onto more school work.
Hope you'll have more fun a friday than I'm having.
~Cheers
Tchebou djen and Yassa. Yassa happens to me my favorite dish. It's a sort of chicken stew and and delicious.
Anyway, moving onto more school work.
Hope you'll have more fun a friday than I'm having.
~Cheers
torsdag 15 maj 2008
list
I've some time on my hand so here you have a little list just for the fun of it.
A few things about me
A few things about me
- I was born in Dakar, the capital of Senegal
- I lived in Guinea Bissau until I was three, after that me and my family moved back to Sweden.
- My full name is Jasmine Ester Miryam Isaksson.
- I've lived 2,5 years in Namibia. From when I was 14 to 16.
- I am absolutely terrified of spiders.
- I'm graduating high school on June 5.
- I am NOT looking forward to it.
- As I'm writing this, me and three classmates have just been able to relocate the rest of our class after having wondered aimlessly around the corridors.
- I've been in seven African countries, Guinea Bissau, Senegal, Namibia, South Africa, Tanzania, Mocambique and Ethiopia.
- I hope to be a published author someday or a freelance journalist.
- My favorite dish would be tacos.
- I am currently reading the "the dark is rising sequence" by Susan Cooper.
- I enjoy LARP (live action roleplaying) a lot, especially in the fantasy genre.
- At the moment I am working on a Sci-Fi story temporarily named "Hiatus", but I'll probably be changing it later
stomach ache
My 2nd cousin just rang me and asked me to phone her up tonight so she could look for tickets to my grad day. She'll probably just be staying for the day. God I got such a stomach ache now, I guess that's the reason for my illness these past few days.
Mum did a bit of yelling at me the other day cos I hadn't told her who else was coming to the dinner after the "run-out". It'll only be a family dinner cos I'll be partying with friends afterwards. I don't honestly think I'm looking forward to it, I've got loads to get done before then and it's just all very .... ugh...
At the moment I feel as if I wanna vanish beneath the surface and appear again when all of this is over.
Now THIS is what anxiety feels like.
Mum did a bit of yelling at me the other day cos I hadn't told her who else was coming to the dinner after the "run-out". It'll only be a family dinner cos I'll be partying with friends afterwards. I don't honestly think I'm looking forward to it, I've got loads to get done before then and it's just all very .... ugh...
At the moment I feel as if I wanna vanish beneath the surface and appear again when all of this is over.
Now THIS is what anxiety feels like.
onsdag 14 maj 2008
handcuffs
I admit it, I'd love a pair of these. You can have sooooo much fun with them. Believe me I know. ^.^ yes I'm a little kinky at times.
Goodnight
~Cheers
Goodnight~Cheers
tisdag 13 maj 2008
stay-at-home day
As the title says, I'm home from school today. I felt a little ill this morning so I called in sick and I'm probably gonna stay home tomorrow. It's not that bad, more of an excuse to stay home and do some work really. That reality check I had a few days back is getting to me again, I don't know if I'm happy about it or not. There's some stuff I wanna tell some people, but I don't know, it's like I can't.
I suppose I'll figure something out...
maybe..
I suppose I'll figure something out...
maybe..
måndag 12 maj 2008
hot hot hot
I am a sucker for good paranormal shows and the moment "Supernatural" is on my top five list. It's quite simple really, easy show to follow, good story line. I love how it's realistic yet unrealistic at the same time if you get me. I mean they turned really famous urban legends into believable stories.
I admit it, I'm a believer, but that's because I've seen some stuff as well I can't really explain and I've never been told "there's no such thing as ghosts" when I grew up.
Anyway, don't really have anything more to say.
~Cheers
laziness
This is me at the moment. Or rather, this is what I feel like anyway. I overslept (so to speak) so I won't be going to spanish, for which I'm rather thankful, so my next lesson is at 12.20. It's quite nice really, gonna lay in bed for a while. My aunt went to work a while ago, my uncle isn't home this week so I've the house to myself. ^^ Yay.
I'm a little achy from the weekends......uhm..."escapades" or whatever you wanna call them. Waist and downwards hurt. Ain't nothing I won't survive though =).
Time for breakfast I guess, or maybe a couple of more minutes in bed...hmm....
Anyway, I'll probably write something later
The DW episode was good by the way ^^
~Cheers
söndag 11 maj 2008
Links
I couldn't help myself, down below are four links. They're to the pilot episodes of Season, 1, 2 ,3 and 4 of Doctor Who.
Enjoy it...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aN5dVVfXldg - Season 1, Episode 1 "Rose" (with Christopher Eccleston as the Doctor)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7vJM-lg8dA - Season 2, Episode 1 "New Earth" (with David Tennant as the Doctor)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_QbGK8elW8 - Season 3, Episode 1 "Smith and Jones"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uW6AIZ65-kA - Season 4, Episode 1 "Partners in Crime"
And the next links are to the Torchwood pilots of Season 1 and 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HzRgW5-PWJs - Season 1, Episode 1 "Everything Changes"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bQL__vSQj8U - Season 2, Episode 1 "Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang."
Enjoy it...
now it's really time for bed
g'night
Saturday aftermath
I ended up going out clubbing last night. It was a lot of fun actually, I got to meet some new people. ^.^ the night ended in an interesting way. A very good way as well. =)
I've been to a friend's today and watched a movie. Mel Gibson's "Apocalypto". It wasn't a bad film but it wasn't great either. It's not one of those films I'd pick if I was renting one on my own, but maybe that's just me being incredibly picky about movies.
At the moment I'm watching a new Doctor Who episode, "The Doctor's Daughter". It's seems very weird but I'm just at the beginning of it so I guess I'll see how it turns out.
It'll be an early night for me. Got in late yesterday.
Have a good night guys
~Cheers
I've been to a friend's today and watched a movie. Mel Gibson's "Apocalypto". It wasn't a bad film but it wasn't great either. It's not one of those films I'd pick if I was renting one on my own, but maybe that's just me being incredibly picky about movies.
At the moment I'm watching a new Doctor Who episode, "The Doctor's Daughter". It's seems very weird but I'm just at the beginning of it so I guess I'll see how it turns out.
It'll be an early night for me. Got in late yesterday.
Have a good night guys
~Cheers
lördag 10 maj 2008
good morning
Or should I say good afternoon, since it 12 now. I love saturdays. Sleeping in is wonderful. Life got a little better yesterday, I picked up my graduation dress and it is just perfect. It fits wonderfully and it's as pretty as on the picture. Definitely worth the price.
I've decided to dedicate most of the day to reading "the dark is rising." I'm only halfway through so I wanna get it out of the way so I can start with "greenwitch." Then I might take a walk into town later on, to see if there's any progress with my phone. If they've not gotten it back I'll be irritated because they said 2-3 weeks and it's been 4 weeks now. I'd love to have it back before graduation.
Have been downloading songs recently. From the musical RENT. Really good songs and really powerful. Especially "No day but today", "Seasons of Love" and "La Vie Bohéme." They're all up on YouTube so I suggest you look them up.
Anyway, I'm gonna get started on that reading.
~Cheers
I've decided to dedicate most of the day to reading "the dark is rising." I'm only halfway through so I wanna get it out of the way so I can start with "greenwitch." Then I might take a walk into town later on, to see if there's any progress with my phone. If they've not gotten it back I'll be irritated because they said 2-3 weeks and it's been 4 weeks now. I'd love to have it back before graduation.
Have been downloading songs recently. From the musical RENT. Really good songs and really powerful. Especially "No day but today", "Seasons of Love" and "La Vie Bohéme." They're all up on YouTube so I suggest you look them up.
Anyway, I'm gonna get started on that reading.
~Cheers
fredag 9 maj 2008
reality check
I've only just realized that on monday it'll only be three weeks until graduation and if I don't get that job i july during the festival, I won't be here at all during the summer. Time really does fly. Where the hell did this past year go?
torsdag 8 maj 2008
kiki's delivery service
"Kiki's Delivery Service" is yet another brilliant Studio Ghibli production about a thirteen year old witch whom according tradition has to leave home for a year to complete her training. It's so cute. Kiki's black cat, Jiji, reminds me of Sabrina's Salem Saberhagen. I'm watching the english dubbed version of it on YouTube at the moment. Yes the english dub. Don't kill me for it, I just find it a little easier to understand.
This'll probably be the last entry of the day. It'll be an early night as well since I got up rather early this morning. It's gonna be so nice to sleep in.
Enjoy the rest of the evening guys
~Cheers
This'll probably be the last entry of the day. It'll be an early night as well since I got up rather early this morning. It's gonna be so nice to sleep in.
Enjoy the rest of the evening guys
~Cheers
and the verdict is.....
two cavities. okay they were in the wisdomteeth but it's nothing serious. It's less than what I had last time and I'm relieved it wasn't more than that. I've gotta have the drilled and filled up obviously but that's a few weeks from now so I can get nervous about it later.
I'm off to English in ten minutes, we're watching some weird black and white film called "goodnight and good luck." honestly I'm not following much of the story but it's quite a confusing political film about this man named Joseph McCarthy and McCarthyism.
Anyway, off to class now.
~Cheers
I'm off to English in ten minutes, we're watching some weird black and white film called "goodnight and good luck." honestly I'm not following much of the story but it's quite a confusing political film about this man named Joseph McCarthy and McCarthyism.
Anyway, off to class now.
~Cheers
dentist nightmares
I admit, I'm TERRIFIED of going to the dentist. I'm going there in about a half hour and I'm scared to death she's gonna say "you've got holes in ALL your teeth." I don't like to drill, it's awful. I hate it when they go "hmmm........" and when you see the teeth up on a computer screen and they've highlighted the bad ones. I ASSURE you mine are ALL going to be highlighted.
I'll report on how the results turn out.
~Cheers
I'll report on how the results turn out.
~Cheers
onsdag 7 maj 2008
dull day
It looks as if it's going to be a hell of a dull day. I'm not sure why really, it just feels like it. I'm in one of those low-selfesteem phases at the moment. I just feel as if I'm not quite good enough. For anything really. It feels like I got a little snappy with somebody yesterday, at least the way it came out and it wasn't intended too at all. I just have a tendency not to think about what I type before I send it. Either way it made me feel kinda guilty.
On the good side, I'm most probably gonna visit Iitu in Finland this summer. Two weeks in june. I figured it'd be good to have been there early in case I get that job in july and since I'll be packing and leaving for uni in august/september. If I get in anywhere that is.
It's been two years, or maybe even longer since me and Ida-Sofia last saw each other. I miss her, she's great fun to be around. We were in the same class at the International School in Namibia and we've kept in touch.
Time to head to school, I'll probably write something later.
~Cheers
On the good side, I'm most probably gonna visit Iitu in Finland this summer. Two weeks in june. I figured it'd be good to have been there early in case I get that job in july and since I'll be packing and leaving for uni in august/september. If I get in anywhere that is.
It's been two years, or maybe even longer since me and Ida-Sofia last saw each other. I miss her, she's great fun to be around. We were in the same class at the International School in Namibia and we've kept in touch.
Time to head to school, I'll probably write something later.
~Cheers
måndag 5 maj 2008
New Blog
I deleted the previous one because it was in Swedish and I've a lot of friends from overseas so I figured it'd be so much easier to make one in english. There's not so much going on in my life at the moment, except the fact that I've got a shit load of school work at the moment because our grades have to be set by 26th of May. And we've got stuff left it all subjects, well besides Psychology with which I am done forever.
I can't wait till I hand in the last report of the term.
I've been at my dad's since wednesday and I got back to Piteå today. We've had a several days of because of the 1st of may celebrations. I've spent the past few days listening to some drunken gibberish from the adults, stayed over at a friend's house on thursday, which was a lot of fun. We were discussing conspiracy theories until around half midnight and we got a little paranoid. I've watched Doctor Who (big surprise there eh) and then I've just relaxed really.
The new DW series is wonderful, I absolutely love Catherine Tate as Donna. She's fabulous. Next episode looks a little dodgy though. Gonna be interesting to see how that turns out.
I've ordered my dress for graduation and I HOPE it's gonna get here BEFORE grad and not the day after. But the way I understood, it'll be here in about a weeks time. Let's hope so anyway.
Below there are pics of the full outfit. With hat and champagne glass and everything. It's officially EXACTLY four weeks to go. God I'm getting nervous about it now. What if I won't get into any of the unis I've applied to.
I can't wait till I hand in the last report of the term.
I've been at my dad's since wednesday and I got back to Piteå today. We've had a several days of because of the 1st of may celebrations. I've spent the past few days listening to some drunken gibberish from the adults, stayed over at a friend's house on thursday, which was a lot of fun. We were discussing conspiracy theories until around half midnight and we got a little paranoid. I've watched Doctor Who (big surprise there eh) and then I've just relaxed really.
The new DW series is wonderful, I absolutely love Catherine Tate as Donna. She's fabulous. Next episode looks a little dodgy though. Gonna be interesting to see how that turns out.
I've ordered my dress for graduation and I HOPE it's gonna get here BEFORE grad and not the day after. But the way I understood, it'll be here in about a weeks time. Let's hope so anyway.
Below there are pics of the full outfit. With hat and champagne glass and everything. It's officially EXACTLY four weeks to go. God I'm getting nervous about it now. What if I won't get into any of the unis I've applied to.
Anyway, that's enough for now.
~Cheers
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